Thursday, April 17, 2008

Random

Long time no update, I've been extremely lazy. I've been skipping classes like mad and haven't done any work, but that's expected since I've always been like this. Life has been decent so far, I just finished the last of my real midterms and I can finally relax.

Recently it seems that I've been getting into a lot of arguments/discussions with other people about dieting/working out. The people I talk to for the most part are pretty smart and know their stuff, but seriously how can I expect them to know what I know. Basic dieting guidelines sound good in the textbooks, yes, but will it help people in the real world? That is also a resounding yes, but dieting in moderation with daily exercise will definitely NOT help me get where I want to go. I want to go however far my body can go. I'm not some average joe, I'm a bodybuilder. Yes, a bodybuilder, even though I am a scrawny kid with pathetic development as I speak, one day I will become something great, even though I'm a piece of shit right now. Normal people wouldn't understand, and that means you readers also! The only people I can sympathize with is Jackie and Long, no one else can understand where I'm coming from. Even I don't understand myself sometimes. Most people who workout just do it to look better, they do it for the ladies. As I was discussing with one of my friends, I told her how a guy with a defined six pack and some nice arms would already be enough to win most girls. I told her how easy it was to achieve that, and how if I was lean I could accomplish that feat. I was surprised when she asked me in astonishment if I just worked out for the women. I didn't really have a chance to reply because I knew if I had replied truthfully she wouldn't understand where I'm coming from at all. If I were to respond, I would've told her NO, I'm NOT just working out for the ladies! But how can I explain myself? I really cant, thats why I didn't bother. Why do I want to one day walk around at well over 220 lbs? Well, the only honest reason I can think of is to stand out. This may contradict what I have said earlier about doing it for the ladies, but I'm not trying to stand out just for them. I just want to be different, I want to be special in some way. I may have said this in another post earlier (or not), but all I really want is to have fame, to be be revered in one way or another. That's what I've been striving for all these years, and sadly I just realized this a few months ago.

Man, I'm no bodybuilding guru or anything but I definitely know my stuff when it comes to dieting and manipulating body composition. What sucks the most is discussing with people who know the basics about dieting. They are force fed info from classes and believe everything. This isn't a bad thing, we all believe what we are taught in class. The problem is that some people hold onto that information as if it was a message from God, they believe it to be indisputable. This is where I always come out of an argument sounding like a jack ass because I come out looking like I'm closed-minded, but I'm not! I just know my mother fucking shit goddammit. What sucks the MOST is that my words are not credible in the least because I myself am not impressive ,physically, in the slightest. This will change, but it is just damn frustrating talking to people who could easily bring up my body as an example of why my words don't work, even though my results have been good so far.It's no wonder Jackie and Long always stay away from talking about lifting to anyone else, no one knows their shit. I always get stuck arguing because I want people to understand what works, and what wont, and I never get my point across because people are so goddamn stubborn. Look, if you want to have a great body, it will take LOTS of time and LOTS of hard work, more than you can even imagine. Girls especially need to understand this , they are always the ones who are complaining about their bodies all the time yet they do NOTHING about it. What bugs me the most is that girls think lifting heavy will cause them to be bulky and too muscular.





ARE YOU MOTHER FUCKING RETARDED?!?!





Do you know how hard it's been to get where I am? Do you know how hard Jackie or Long has worked the past few years to get where they are at? Guess what, we're still fucking shrimps (I'm the smallest hehe), and we have fucking 10x the amount of testosterone that you girls do. We eat like animals, we work ourselves to death, and we are still not "too big". I guaran-fucking-tee that you girls will not grow too big from lifting weights. Some girls might be scratching their heads, wondering "Why would I ever want to gain muscle (=weight) ?!" Well, girls need muscle underneath their lard to look good, dammit. If you look at all the fitness models and all the girls that are in shape in magazines, they all lift, and their bodies are fucking :O

Anyways, I'm not targeting my audience with this rant, even though half of you will be girls. I just wanted to get this off my back, I may be "generalizing" but my generalization IS justified. There will be exceptions to my rant on women but obviously you aren't one of them so :)

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She's no fitness model but she still looks good. :D


btw i wrote this because you kept pestering me gook I hope you're happy faggot (you know who you are fat boy)

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