Revelation

Hello!

Life has been hectic yet slow since my last update. There's been things to do with SMILE and AAA here and there, but that's pretty much it. My 4-day weekends are a big help in that case; I actually still have quite a lot of free time. Class-wise, I've been doing horrible. I just did horrible on my midterm for one of my cultural nutri sci classes, and I haven't read for Econ at all. I've missed practically every lecture in nutri sci, and I've missed half of O-chem lectures the last 3 weeks. Pretty bad considering I have both of these midterms next week, but I'll get everything under control in the end somehow, I always do.

As for my life, things have been going decent. I've met a lot of new people, it feels nice to finally have some more friends, although I would still prefer to be by myself most of the time. I've started playing more video games now and it's definitely been killing my studying, whatever little I used to get done. As for the title of this post, well I just had a revelation yesterday. I went to this summer internship orientation to find out what it was about because I know I'll be staying for summer school this year. It turned out to be a bogus dud concerning a special "$275" textbook that they wanted us to market and sell to people. No one is going to buy this shit, what the fuck? I left afterwards, but these words this one chick really stuck with me. One of the lecturee's asked us if we had ever wasted a summer going to summer school, and one of the people said she wasted a summer finding out that med school was not the right thing for her. Then it hit me, pharmacy isn't the right thing for me. I had known this all along, but for some reason I never really realized my mistake until someone else explicitly stated it. Why am I going to put myself through 4 years of total and utter bullshit? I HATE SCHOOL SO FUCKING BADLY, yet I'm going to have to go through 4 years of graduate school that's exponentially worse than college is right now? FUCK THAT SHIT! That's when I decided to screw pharmacy, it's not right for me. The only thing pharmacy has for me is $$$, but the sad sad sad truth is, I don't fucking care about the money. I never did. I live to be notorious, I want to be famous, infamous, you name it, I just want to be known. Being a pharmacist isn't going to make me famous, to hell with that. So I'm going to spend my life doing what I like instead, I'm going to major in Dietetics, get my RD, and go to graduate school afterwards studying Kinesiology with an emphasis on exercise physiology. Life will be fucking awesome. I'll be living at home, working as a Dietician, while going to graduate school. HOME! I can finally hang out with all the niggers that I never get to see. The funniest part about this entire thing is that my revelation was not experienced by me alone, both Jackie and Long also have the exact same goals I have in mind. All of us had this revelation in the SAME day, without talking to each other about it. That's fucking freaky (we were all pre-pharmacy yesterday lmao).

So yea, that pretty much sums up this post. Life is going to be so nice when I'm home. Even though I won't be making excessive amounts of cash my first few years, I will be racking up the cash while living at home. I'm going to start investing, and things will come my way. I will make them come my way. I'm going to make life my bitch. Mark my words :)

Until next time! =D