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I have decided to quit poker since it is taking so much of my time that could be spent elsewhere. I need to start researching and reading up on the markets instead of spending time making chump change :(

My life is really boring, I just sit here on the comp all day either eating, browsing/gaming, or going to the gym. I don't talk to anyone other than my roommate and people on AIM. This doesn't bother me because I've done this my entire life and I am content with how things are, but something inside me tells that I could be doing more. :O

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Bodog poker is shady. I can't withdraw my money because I used my friends CC to deposit and was playing with that money until I received an e-mail saying that we could not deposit using a friend's card. What do they expect me to do after letting the funds get through? There are no transfer options so I had to transfer my winnings to my friend through pre-flop raise/folding. If these mother fuckers close me and my friends accounts I am going to rage at support because we didn't even do anything wrong, our intent was just to withdraw our winnings. I still have around 200 dollars worth left just to fuck around with so we will see how that goes. The money I won will be going towards Vegas :)

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I made 200+ dollars cashing in a tourney today which brings my roll to over $550 O_O

Deposited $60 last month now I'm up over 500 woot woot

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I pokered for 2 hours and 50 minutes on 4 tables

I made 5 dollars :(

-12 dollars chasing a flush draw + gutshot, -5 dollars ramming Kings into aces, -6 dollars to some lunatic chasing a gutshot, -4 dollars ramming jacks into kings, -7 dollars on big AK feeler bet, -6 dollars flopping two pairs against a set, and lost a bunch of other hands that were pretty gay, dang I could be up so much more :( overall a bad day I will play again prob tomorrow and hopefully I will do better

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Dang I've been pokering lately and it has been a fucking roller coaster ride. I play 10 dollar tables (.05/.1 dollar I am trying to build a roll here) I lost like 40 dollars today chasing flushes with gutshots and still ended up positive for the day. It seems I have a knack for getting into huge hands and winning (except for draws of course -_-). Two of the biggest hands that come to mind:

A6 late position
Some guy raised it up to 60 cents which is a pretty big pre-flop raise, I would normally toss A6 but it was SUITED so I was hopin for some nasty spades or possibly aces up to come out on the flop. 2 other people joined the flop with me. Flop came out A 6 9 with 2 clubs. I raise like $2 and two people call, initial raiser folds. Turn comes: A. Full house :D I bet $2.50 as a feeder bet and I still get two callers. A club spikes on the river and I go all in and both of them call. Both of them caught their flush on the river and I had a boat. Damn good triple-up

Second hand
Hand: Aces
I was playing really loose today, so I raised it up to 40 cents pre-flop to get some action and hopefully get a big pot going. 2 callers (one limped out of position).
Flop comes: A K 10, I flop top set O_O
There is a chance that the 2 players could have QJ but who the fuck cares! The pot is only $1.30ish and the guy who limped in out of position pushes all in or like $10. I obviously call his all-in, then the guy next to me raises all in for like an additional 60 cents which I obviously call. I am not scared of the guy to my left because it took him a long time to call which means I am obviously way ahead, just scared of the possible straight on flop. The hands turn over: 10 10 (limper) and AK (guy to my left). Sick hand, I oversetted someone and someone else caught top 2.

I am a fish

Blog

I feel like writing random blogs again so here I am :O

Nothing much has been going on, I'm currently taking summer school at Berkeley just for the sake of living by myself so I can be close to a good gym and have my diet in order. I could have went home for the summer, but then I would have to have my parents order me car insurance, buy a new gym membership, and become incredibly proactive in making my meals at home... fuck that ._.

I've started pokering again and hope that I can win some cash on the side as well as play for fun. It has been a fucking roller coaster ride so far but I'm up right now and that's all that matters. I think I'm playing .05/.1 NL and just trying to get a bankroll going. I think my plan of action is to just keep playing at these shitty ass blinds while playing the qualifiers for the $100K every week for a chance to get in the tournament. There will only be around 500 players in the field with a payout of $100k (paying to top 63 or top 90 if there's more than 600 players) so my chances of winning big money are as big as they can get... hopefully no one catches on ;)

Life is whatever. I just eat, gym, game, and sleep; I am content. As for my future I'm thinking about doing respiratory therapy at foothill instead of becoming an RD. I still need to research what RD's actually do but oh well haha. That is all for now, I guess I will copy Jenny and update if anything interesting happens or if I want to show whoever reads this shit something. O_O!!!

Random

Long time no update, I've been extremely lazy. I've been skipping classes like mad and haven't done any work, but that's expected since I've always been like this. Life has been decent so far, I just finished the last of my real midterms and I can finally relax.

Recently it seems that I've been getting into a lot of arguments/discussions with other people about dieting/working out. The people I talk to for the most part are pretty smart and know their stuff, but seriously how can I expect them to know what I know. Basic dieting guidelines sound good in the textbooks, yes, but will it help people in the real world? That is also a resounding yes, but dieting in moderation with daily exercise will definitely NOT help me get where I want to go. I want to go however far my body can go. I'm not some average joe, I'm a bodybuilder. Yes, a bodybuilder, even though I am a scrawny kid with pathetic development as I speak, one day I will become something great, even though I'm a piece of shit right now. Normal people wouldn't understand, and that means you readers also! The only people I can sympathize with is Jackie and Long, no one else can understand where I'm coming from. Even I don't understand myself sometimes. Most people who workout just do it to look better, they do it for the ladies. As I was discussing with one of my friends, I told her how a guy with a defined six pack and some nice arms would already be enough to win most girls. I told her how easy it was to achieve that, and how if I was lean I could accomplish that feat. I was surprised when she asked me in astonishment if I just worked out for the women. I didn't really have a chance to reply because I knew if I had replied truthfully she wouldn't understand where I'm coming from at all. If I were to respond, I would've told her NO, I'm NOT just working out for the ladies! But how can I explain myself? I really cant, thats why I didn't bother. Why do I want to one day walk around at well over 220 lbs? Well, the only honest reason I can think of is to stand out. This may contradict what I have said earlier about doing it for the ladies, but I'm not trying to stand out just for them. I just want to be different, I want to be special in some way. I may have said this in another post earlier (or not), but all I really want is to have fame, to be be revered in one way or another. That's what I've been striving for all these years, and sadly I just realized this a few months ago.

Man, I'm no bodybuilding guru or anything but I definitely know my stuff when it comes to dieting and manipulating body composition. What sucks the most is discussing with people who know the basics about dieting. They are force fed info from classes and believe everything. This isn't a bad thing, we all believe what we are taught in class. The problem is that some people hold onto that information as if it was a message from God, they believe it to be indisputable. This is where I always come out of an argument sounding like a jack ass because I come out looking like I'm closed-minded, but I'm not! I just know my mother fucking shit goddammit. What sucks the MOST is that my words are not credible in the least because I myself am not impressive ,physically, in the slightest. This will change, but it is just damn frustrating talking to people who could easily bring up my body as an example of why my words don't work, even though my results have been good so far.It's no wonder Jackie and Long always stay away from talking about lifting to anyone else, no one knows their shit. I always get stuck arguing because I want people to understand what works, and what wont, and I never get my point across because people are so goddamn stubborn. Look, if you want to have a great body, it will take LOTS of time and LOTS of hard work, more than you can even imagine. Girls especially need to understand this , they are always the ones who are complaining about their bodies all the time yet they do NOTHING about it. What bugs me the most is that girls think lifting heavy will cause them to be bulky and too muscular.





ARE YOU MOTHER FUCKING RETARDED?!?!





Do you know how hard it's been to get where I am? Do you know how hard Jackie or Long has worked the past few years to get where they are at? Guess what, we're still fucking shrimps (I'm the smallest hehe), and we have fucking 10x the amount of testosterone that you girls do. We eat like animals, we work ourselves to death, and we are still not "too big". I guaran-fucking-tee that you girls will not grow too big from lifting weights. Some girls might be scratching their heads, wondering "Why would I ever want to gain muscle (=weight) ?!" Well, girls need muscle underneath their lard to look good, dammit. If you look at all the fitness models and all the girls that are in shape in magazines, they all lift, and their bodies are fucking :O

Anyways, I'm not targeting my audience with this rant, even though half of you will be girls. I just wanted to get this off my back, I may be "generalizing" but my generalization IS justified. There will be exceptions to my rant on women but obviously you aren't one of them so :)



She's no fitness model but she still looks good. :D


btw i wrote this because you kept pestering me gook I hope you're happy faggot (you know who you are fat boy)